Blog 8

Hi friends, firstly  apologies for the gap between the last blog and this one.

So facebook has been annoying me of late...is anyone else experiencing annoying little things like..being told you have a message when you don't, or being told you have notifications when it's old ones being shown? The most annoying thing for me though is having someone I have blocked since last year suddenly showing up in friends'  feeds. I thought the whole idea of blocking people was to ensure that they and you never saw anything on facebook. I was sooo annoyed that I haven't been on facebook since then...I mean she ruined enough of my life and I'll be damned if I'm going to see how she has manipulated and ingratiated herself as such a nice person to people..she really makes me sick! Unfortunately I can, at the moment only see one way to be free of her, ad that is to cut all ties associated with my life that comes in contact with her. I really don't want to do that because there are a few people I care about and don't want to lose in my life. Mind you in doing that I am letting her win aren't I?....Oh I don't know what to do, either way I'm the one that loses out :o(

What weather we're having eh? :o) It has been glorious here in North Wales all week, what about where you all are? It's strange though, all this sun and warmth in the middle of March. Some say that we will pay for it come summertime and we will have a rotten summer. I don't agree, I reckon we are going to get a similar one to the 1976 drought.

1976!! hmm I remember it well lol, I had just finished my three months stint on a stud farm learning to be a groom...which was my ultimate dream, to be surrounded by horses every day....anyway whilst waiting to go to Bucks to start another stint on a different type of stud farm, I began a summer job on the narrow gauge railway near home. I had a fun filled two months there, as you can imagine being a 16yr old lol. I started in the gift shop during the first week and was, I'm afraid to say bored to tears.. couple of days later I was asked if I'd like to fill in as a clippie whilst someone was off sick. What can I say...of course I did :o) Oh we thought we were so cool lol. Health & Safety would have had a field day with us. I suppose like at the fair it's showmanship... ok, ok, we were showing off.... as the train slowed for stations we jumped off and always left it till the last minute to jump back on, having fun with the kids and flirting with the young lads and dads ;op.

Two miles from the station to the end of the line, you could catch the ferry across the estuary to the small seaside town. Well, I say ferry, more of a boat with an outboard motor which carried a staggering eight? people across at a time. It's still there today and still going strong. :o)

Towards the end of that summer we were placing bets almost daily as to when we would get even a drop of rain. Of course the time did arrive when the heavens opened and the rain teemed down.

So what do you think of this madness of panic buying at the fuel pumps then? I can't believe the madness of it all, I mean there isn't even a strike at the moment they are is still negotiating. I f it's like this now how much worse will it be if and when the strike begins. Petrol stations are running dry because of the demand and are having to wait longer for new supplies to get to them. One garage owner said on the news earlier that he'd received his usual quota of fuel.... which would normally last him a good week..yesterday and reckons he'll be dry by tomorrow and won't get another delivery until next week. He also said that because people are concentrating on filling up their cars they aren't buying anything in the shop, and this is where his profit margins are going to fall. Mind you it doesn't help when that idiot Cameron tells people to keep their cars topped up and to keep a gerry can. He is adding fuel to the fire, doesn't he know how dangerous it is keeping fuel in sheds and garages, because let's face it some people aren't going to just keep a small gerry can in their boot are they? 

gerry can? Is that how you spell it? never thought about it before lol :o)

Hope you had a good read and please feel free to comment...please lol :o)

I won't leave it as long before the next one I promise, and please share the link with your friends.

Blog soon and take care all of you ;o) xxx

Blog 7


Hi peeps how you all doing? 


Well isn't the Six Nations getting exciting? 
Can't wait for next weekend....my birthday....Wales to win the Grand Slam and Mother's Day....;)


Just ordered some Thornton's chocs for my mam to be delivered....Hope she likes them....she prefers dark chocs as opposed to milk, but she's having a mix of both and all soft centres cos she prefers them. Me, I can't stand the stuff.... as I've mentioned before. I was going to get her some flowers but she's been saying that she not had Thornton's in a long time....so they will be here Sat, hopefully. 
It would be nice to see my three on Mother's Day, or on my birthday but I don't think I will be seeing them as we don't live round the corner from each other any more  :(


Shall I have a rant on this blog.... hmmm.... let me think....maybe later lol :o)


Since I've been a stay at home person, lately I've become addicted to quiz shows....honestly though....even allowing for nerves....some of the contestants are pretty thick :o)  I mean some of the questions hardly stretch the little grey cells but still they either give a stupid answer or don't know it. With a danger of being classed as my nain....I have to ask, what do they teach them in schools these days....oops seems I'm ranting before time lol


Well I applied for a job the other day but having not heard from them am I to assume that:
a) they haven't received my application
b) they don't want me
c) they can't be bothered to acknowledge / let me know
d) all the above


I have always thought of myself as a patient person .... yes I know you look surprised.... but lately I find myself very easily irritated. I mean I wish it wasn't true but I think I may blow a fuse soon. God wouldn't that be entertaining ;o)


I wonder why our temperaments change though, do you think it's because of the surroundings we live in, or the people we are surrounded with, or is it an age thing? Hmm.... I tend to think that it could be due to our surroundings and the people in them. I mean take me for example, I am very comfortable with my own company and I don't take too kindly to not being able to escape to my own space when the need arises. Don't get me wrong, I love my family and friends and I love seeing them....some more than others....but when I can't escape.... maybe escape isn't the right word but I can't bring to mind another one....I feel trapped, and this is when I expect, I find myself biting my tongue sooo hard...


So anyone know of any houses, flats, bungalows, tents, caravans, barns going anywhere? hopefully with small or no deposit up front and with 3G coverage lol. Seriously, if anyone knows of somewhere please let me know yea? :o)


Now remember all you children out there of whatever age, its Mother's Day on Sunday so even if you can't afford a card or present then just tell your mam you love her :o)


Blog soon... 


Bye bye xxx

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Final chapter on the mystery psycho....my thoughts of who the responsible person....and I use the term lightly... is by process of elimination including the fact that I was deleted off fb and blocked, she stopped talking to me...except when mutual friends were in the convo...she was working the day before the notes always appeared and on the New Years Eve, realising that some of the things in the notes...although could possibly be someone else...mostly pointed to her, clever of her really. Although the handwriting was disguised, there were some similarities. God I hate not being able to have had the chance to catch her out and confront her and, importantly, to be believed it was her....it's just galling that I was and am the victim in all this....I mean I don't kid myself for one minute that I am someone special, not even to those I'm close to, but I didn't realise at the time that she decided that I wasn't to be allowed to be close to anyone there.... I mean, how could I not think whenever I looked at my colleagues.... before I realised who was responsible... is it you or you, are you being nice to me whilst laughing at me, can I trust you, not knowing was bad, but there were a couple of times I caught her smirking at me, now I know why, and it took time to realise that it was her. Was she insecure in her friendships, was she unhappy in her life, was she (unbelievably) jealous of me, or was she just as I have perceived her...a nasty, evil piece of s**t that thought she had the right to ruin someones life! Oh, I give a good impression of still being happy and unruffled, cos let's face it she can't carry out her threats now,.... like the one about a box.... I'm not there and I'm miles away, but the truth is.... I'm an unhappy scared individual still jumping at my own shadow.... So thanks for that ***, I hope it was worth it ....huh, course it was, for you, you still have everything unchanged apart from me being around, you still have people believing you're sweet and innocent, I should never have gone against my instincts and given you the benefit of the doubt when I first met you....a mistake I will never  repeat! You know, it has been fairly uplifting sharing this on here (and I apologise if it's been boring for anyone) because apart from one person, nobody else was aware of it all (mostly as I was advised not to talk about it at the time)...massive thanks to him for being there for me x 
Well that's pretty much it on this particular story....do I hear sighs? lol :o)


So.... March of many weathers has begun and I wonder what Mother Nature is going to throw at us next?  


Oooh did I mention that March is also my birthday?
No? 
Are you sure? 
Lol.... Feel free to wish me Happy Birthday on the day :o)


We had such a lovely day here yesterday, weather-wise, and I went for a walk, not far but it was nice to blow the cobwebs away :o)  
I used to love going for long walks....I'd walk for miles at times. When I was a teenager....I know, loooong time ago....my best friend and me used to take our dogs for a seven mile walk most Sundays and not even think about it. Even though where I was brought up is a market town, it is still steeped in the countryside, so it would be a crime not to take advantage of the beautiful scenery surrounding the place, nestling as it is at the foot of Cader Idris....not that I can walk that far these days unfortunately....but hey ho :o)


My eldest son broke his femur not long ago and not be outdone, my grandson fell in school and also broke his leg...like father like son, you've got to laugh really....even though it's not really funny....cos my family seems to be so unlucky these past few years.... :o(  :o)


Well, soon be Mother's Day and I hope you all remember your lovely mams....my three, hint, hint....lol


Please continue to read my blogs and I promise to try not to bore you....try being the operative word lol


Take care my friends :o) xxxx


Blog soon :o)