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Final chapter on the mystery psycho....my thoughts of who the responsible person....and I use the term lightly... is by process of elimination including the fact that I was deleted off fb and blocked, she stopped talking to me...except when mutual friends were in the convo...she was working the day before the notes always appeared and on the New Years Eve, realising that some of the things in the notes...although could possibly be someone else...mostly pointed to her, clever of her really. Although the handwriting was disguised, there were some similarities. God I hate not being able to have had the chance to catch her out and confront her and, importantly, to be believed it was her....it's just galling that I was and am the victim in all this....I mean I don't kid myself for one minute that I am someone special, not even to those I'm close to, but I didn't realise at the time that she decided that I wasn't to be allowed to be close to anyone there.... I mean, how could I not think whenever I looked at my colleagues.... before I realised who was responsible... is it you or you, are you being nice to me whilst laughing at me, can I trust you, not knowing was bad, but there were a couple of times I caught her smirking at me, now I know why, and it took time to realise that it was her. Was she insecure in her friendships, was she unhappy in her life, was she (unbelievably) jealous of me, or was she just as I have perceived her...a nasty, evil piece of s**t that thought she had the right to ruin someones life! Oh, I give a good impression of still being happy and unruffled, cos let's face it she can't carry out her threats now,.... like the one about a box.... I'm not there and I'm miles away, but the truth is.... I'm an unhappy scared individual still jumping at my own shadow.... So thanks for that ***, I hope it was worth it ....huh, course it was, for you, you still have everything unchanged apart from me being around, you still have people believing you're sweet and innocent, I should never have gone against my instincts and given you the benefit of the doubt when I first met you....a mistake I will never  repeat! You know, it has been fairly uplifting sharing this on here (and I apologise if it's been boring for anyone) because apart from one person, nobody else was aware of it all (mostly as I was advised not to talk about it at the time)...massive thanks to him for being there for me x 
Well that's pretty much it on this particular story....do I hear sighs? lol :o)


So.... March of many weathers has begun and I wonder what Mother Nature is going to throw at us next?  


Oooh did I mention that March is also my birthday?
No? 
Are you sure? 
Lol.... Feel free to wish me Happy Birthday on the day :o)


We had such a lovely day here yesterday, weather-wise, and I went for a walk, not far but it was nice to blow the cobwebs away :o)  
I used to love going for long walks....I'd walk for miles at times. When I was a teenager....I know, loooong time ago....my best friend and me used to take our dogs for a seven mile walk most Sundays and not even think about it. Even though where I was brought up is a market town, it is still steeped in the countryside, so it would be a crime not to take advantage of the beautiful scenery surrounding the place, nestling as it is at the foot of Cader Idris....not that I can walk that far these days unfortunately....but hey ho :o)


My eldest son broke his femur not long ago and not be outdone, my grandson fell in school and also broke his leg...like father like son, you've got to laugh really....even though it's not really funny....cos my family seems to be so unlucky these past few years.... :o(  :o)


Well, soon be Mother's Day and I hope you all remember your lovely mams....my three, hint, hint....lol


Please continue to read my blogs and I promise to try not to bore you....try being the operative word lol


Take care my friends :o) xxxx


Blog soon :o)